Dens Sapientiae.

Today.......I just discovered this....

I think I'm growing an additional tooth!!!

Ok I can feel this tiny bump way back on my upper gum...like behind the back molars...

When I freaked out to my mom..all she said was..'so? It could be Wisdom tooth mar~"

MOM!!! Do you even know what you are saying to your daughter?? (who by the way had only turned 18 for like 4 months and cannot handle this development of having wisdom tooth)...HOW CAN YOU BE SO CALM?!

I could be those rare cases that have wisdom tooth coming out like....horizontally!!! Then I'll to surgically remove it!! Even though it only occurs 3% of the time..but still!! there might be a possibility of it happening~If it is so...(growing horizontally) it'll be growing towards the roots of my MOLAR!!.... People can have like NERVE INJURY in the extraction of wisdom teeth!!

*takes DEEEEEEP breathes*

Ok..I should stop freaking out now...Ok..think of it rationally...So far it's early stages and I won't let it affect my daily routine..I'll just go for a check up when the tooth gets bigger..and though I won't say..a rough self examination reveals that I may have 3 growing....oh gosh!!!!!!!!3!!!!!!!!!

I NEED A DENTAL CHECK UP!!!

Time now it 8.59PM I just saw this on my FB

Omigosh..the set design people are amazing!!!!!!

Felt really bad that I couldn't be there today to help out..oh well....><

Still going crazy..

Jean~

Nine In The Afternoon

Don't ask about the title it's just that this song is blasting out of my headphones right now....*cause it's nine in the afternoon...your eyes are the size of the moooon*
Anyway, am currently sitting in Taylors Main Campus library at 7.10am in the morning BLOGGING! and feeling horribly aware of those people passing behind me looking at this weirdo that's hogging up the computers so early in the morning..*glaces around* "Hmm..still many empty seats..write a little while longer"
How was I supposed to know they are all coming at 12 noon?? Gosh..so many hours SO LITTLE to do before then...sigh...should I maybe develop a new cure for the common cold? or maybe try to bungee jump from the D floor of Taylors...It's like watching life being wasted!! I should've just screw it all and slept till 10 or something..
So what's there to do sooo early in the morning? I could you know start studying Physics as we are having an exam next week..or maybe even crack open Bio to catch up on all those things that I've naffed throught during the 1st few months..or maybe I could just finish up on the Maths homework that's been bugging me recently...but if I did all that..I'm not JEAN!

There is an alternative however...that Stephen King novel is calling out my name.."jean jean~ read me read me"~ to which I'm answering "Not before I got my cuppa caffeine you 593 page of hardback horror~" ><>

SEE THE SHORTFORM!!!subliminal messaging man~

Okay it's now like 6.39pm and I'm in my nice little cosy study room blogging again...ok it's not cosy..it's just FREAKING HOT!! but I'm so not motivated to climb all the way up to change into shorts yet..wait till I nearly pass out from the heat 1st.. Spent the whoooole day at college again....and as usual we were working on those props for the musical..here's what they did yesterday~~

They drowned little durian skins into Dettol solution....kesian~

So anyway..we were there again and we worked on more stuff..and we kinda went a little crazy..If the pics are up I shall post them here so you guys can see how random we all are...=)

Anyway..looking forward to the show! Hope our props turn out okay~

Too tired to blog..

Toodles~

Jean~

And here we go again~

Am currently looking at the Msn Screen..and looking at Mr T's name on my contact list..
Sometimes I wonder if Fat Goat is being overly optimistic? She seems to think that it's all working out well..but I seem to be less inclined to follow in her way of thinking...It's just that I don't seem to think that life will hand over everything you want in this big sliver platter..ripe for the picking...and same goes to this..I just don't think it's possible..
So yes I know there has been some positive signs but I still don't think it's really what I am hoping it to be...
Is this the curse of Singles Day or something??! I also don't even know what made me opened up my blog to type this post...Why am I even Sooooooo obsessed about this anyway?
I guess I shall chant my mantra over and over again to combat this kind of thinkings
>< "If it happens it happens..If it happens it happens...if it doesn't then too bad..if it doesn't then too bad" Sometimes I need Fat Goat to be online more often...haha..but she'll kill me if she sees her name being mentioned everywhere...oh where oh where is my lil' Fat Goat...? She'll drag me out of this stupid mood in no time..but since she's not here I'll just scour Facebook for pictures of her to put in my blog then....=)

Haha Sports Day rocks

My besties!

Fat Goat and Mee...=)

One day I'll steal that tie also...><

Hmm okay back to my problem at hand..
If I could understand the workings of a guy's mind I would probably make millions..I mean how does anyone even know whether or not they are just being nice just for the sake of being nice (应酬) or are they genuinely nice to you just because you're you??
How do you even know they are interested?
Oh gosh..even physics is easier to understand than those with the XY chromosomes..
Am resolving to going back to my life before the existence of Mr T. That way things will be much easier and I will not be in such a state of mind...

See ya Mr.T

Toodles~
Jean~

Happy Singles Day~

Today I went back to HH again to fetch my sis..then my mom told me to help her pay my sis's school fees..
As I was walking into the school I saw this bunch of people milling about the open space in front of the school with the blue backdrop normally used for taking head shots in school...and as I approached them..my heart sank..it was all my secondary school friends>

TAKING YEARBOOK PICTURES
I mean admittedly Ting did tell me about it yesterday but it completely slipped my mind…seeing them all fussing about the pictures…it was like a slap to my face…and to top it off…my old classmates walked by holding the results of their dissection of frogs..THE MOST highly anticipated experiment of the school year…
To sum it up I guess I feel pretty horrible right now...all those things that I'm missing in school just makes my holidays a little lonelier...at least in college there's plenty of distractions and wonderful people but during the holidays it's just me and the computer..sometimes this emoness just creeps up especially after viewing school life through the eyes of all my friends...ah well..win some lose some...there are some things in life that you'll have to just let go of to gain new experiences I guess..
I just hope they remember to give me a copy of the yearbook..Haha

Anyway..enough with the doom and gloom...today is SINGLES DAY~~ weee..singles in the world unite!! (heard this from One.FM the news about singles day I mean)
Hmm..nothing I can say about this day except that I'm really really putting faith in Fat Goat and hoping that whatever she says come true..=)

Toodles~
Jean

In LURVE!!!

Today I went back to college to help out with set design for musical theater...did the lockers and stuff..halfway through I left with Michelle from CPU to go Carrefour on our mission to collect the shells of durians for one of the musical numbers...now THAT was the most interesting experience ever!

We were walking around Carrefour with our empty boxes asking the personnel if we could have the durian skins! The guy selling the durians gave us a weird look...understandable as people usually want the fruit not the skins..so in the end we had to walked all the way to the DUMPSTER! behind Carrefour to get the skins..there the cleaner helped us to get the skins..(thx!!)...and all this have to  be completed before it rained..harrowing but fun experience..haha....My heartfelt thanks to the cleaner who jumped into the dumpster to get the durian skins for us...and so sorry to all CPU lecturers for the smell of the durian clogging up D27...but we all sacrifice for the sake of art~~

Now set design is actually building props for musical numbers and performance that the college is going to host during 30th of April and the 1st of May...and it's really fun and you get to meet loads and loads of fun people...

Here are some pics I stole again from Facebook..><

This was taken during the 1st few meetings of set design..as you all can see Im again my usual weird and hyper self which will explain the weird pics...oh well

Anyway..this isn't what Im in lurve with..I AM in LURVE with what Chen Ai brought to college today...which is spray on hair colour!!!! I know these things existed but I never got to experience just how GREAT these things are!! Now I can say anyone wants to go PURPLE PINK BLUE GREEN with me????!!! It just washes off in contact with water...nice nice~ (as soon as the pics are uploaded I will of course steal them and place it in my lovely blog =) )

Those were the few pics me and Chen Ai took during the short break in designing props..lolz I must say the colour didn't stand out in the lights..but I still have a kick from spraying my hair..and the colour rocks!! IN LURVE!!

Also, I've been thinking of investing my money in a company called Monavie which markets a health drink made out of Acai berry ( A-sigh-ee berry). It's an anti-oxidant fruit that will improve your health which is essentially what people want nowadays...Monavie is a relatively new company which is having it's launch in Malaysia soon and it's listed under Ernts and Young which does boost it's credibility and it's using MLM to promote it's products..which brings me to the biggest factor restraining me from joining which is the binary factor of the whole project...and the other being the time and effort I need to spend on this job...oh well..more thinking and discussions required...

Life update done!

Toodles...Jean

Blowing Away the Dust in My Life

It's been so long since I've typed anything here..and I guess I'm a little guilty for not posting up any updates...everytime when I try to upload photos of my life the upload always fails!!! So I'm taking the advice of my wise friend who told me...'aiya no need photos lar!! for you just words enough' =) (but how can leh..no photos!!)

So here's my post after many months of hiatus

As you can see this is me now...nothing changed much except my hair colour is probably one or two shades lighter than the original..and horribly dry (beauty gripe!!!)  Oh well..I really 'oi leng moi meng' (meaning to value beauty over life) so I shall ignore the hair and continue killing it with my non ammonia based hair dyes...=) Am thinking of going purple..anyone wanna join me?

All joking aside..so far this is my 4th month doing A levels in Taylors..and I suddenly am overwhelm with all those things that a college student is expected do give...not just academically but also many others miscellaneous stuff such as..building soft skills..cognitive skills...selling oneself to the public....learning how to polish one's image...etc etc. In a way it's just a whole new ball game where the rules are just out of your reach and you have to learn the game through one of the worst lessons in the world: EXPERIENCE...which makes me really grateful that my mom and dad are really supportive and have loads of wisdom to pass unto their blur case daughter! In terms of lessons..here is where I go down to my knees and thank my parents for putting me in HH to torture me for 5 years because at least right about now I'm so used to the hours and the loads of crushing info that my brain just adapts and absorbs whatever crap the lecturers hurl my way...not to mention being able to operate on like 2hours or less of sleep...sigh..On a happier note..nothing can be as bad as all my senior 3 friends..GOOD LUCK IN UEC GUYS!!!!!! (call me back for prom also you heartless people)

But there are also many happy moments when studying in Taylors such as meeting new people and hanging out with them as you all can see in these ugly pics of me below...(I stole them from FB but to be fair it's pics with ME in them XD)

The most recent outing I had with my classmates..which involved me being grounded..oh well...anything is possible for singing K =) Wish I wasn't grounded though..cause I really wanted to go ice skating with them..oh well..there's always next time...and for the record..once we really got to know each other..we are a really high bunch man~~ =) 

*Chen Ai and Crystal...we take so little pics meh?*

Some more moments in class..as you all can see... I also dunno what the heck was I doing with my mouth open..must be doing what I do best..TALKING~

Lecturers on the other hand..hmm..I kinda have to get used to not automatically bowing everytime I pass a lecturer in the corridors or anywhere else...I am so used to doing that in school that I automatically go in this half crouch everytime I see someone of authority walking pass me...(FYI really embarrassing) I really enjoy the new type of interactions we can get from lecturers...and they let you have many chances to express yourself in class...it's sooo cooooolllll....*ignore me being a teenager please*

So far this is what's been happening with me I guess...not to mention the countless number of hours I spend waiting around in msn for J to sign in..haha I guess I haven't really changed much from secondary school....=) oh well...If it happens it happens then....

Toodles you all....

~Jean~

Epic moments in class..XD

Btw as a side note...thank you for all those who came to my party on the 16th of Jan..so sry I didn't write anything about it..but it's been so long now..I feel kinda weird to post it up again..oh well..check out FB then..=)

My little heaven

Where do I even begin with this blog post anyway?

I feel kinda emotional since today's the day for SPM results..

and eventhough I've gotten really average results...I still feel pretty proud of myself...for doing it all on my own...with just one tuition =D....

However...sometimes I kinda feel like I have inferiority complex especially when all my other friends start talking about their results...to me they have already gotten perfectly wonderful SPM results..yet they are not satisfied....I guess if it was UEC I can kinda relate to that..but when it comes to SPM..I am having a total culture shock....Though many people have already told me not to bother about what people think or say..or how they view me..but I couldn't help but feel that somehow..I'm really stupid compared to them..like somehow...I don't have the brains to even ace SPM....

When I got to school today..people were comparing their results and not even ashamed to tell me that they've gotten 5Gs and stuff..some of them have even all the alphabets in the score tally....yet they are so carefree and can afford to laugh about it...but when it comes to college..the slightest mention of a B is enough to reduce a grown teenager into tears...( heck A- does the job pretty well also)....I guess I'm in the middle of both worlds...

On top of all this bullshit..I've got people crying to me about their relationship problems..and getting all depressed on me..

That's why this is truly my little heaven..at least here..I can be as emo as I want to....at least right here I can say it loudly and proudly...I love my spm results..back in college...if I say this out loud..guess I'll be viewed as a freako....

Sometimes..I wonder..was it worth it giving up hh for this...was it worth it not doing UEC for the sake of a levels..sometimes I think it is..sometimes I just wish I could just go back to that safe sheltered place of hh....

*facing 2mrw with a happy smile*

toodles