So give them blood, blood, gallons of the stuff!

Today I participated in the PMS's blood drive..where I donated blood for the 1st time....this is further proof that I'm truly going insane...This is because...Actually I'm freaking scared of injections..I break out in cold sweat whenever I see a needle..So it was a miracle that I voluntarily let the nurses stab me with needles to extract my blood...OMG

Anyway..at least I know I'm O type..which is the universal donor...*cheers*...doing good makes me feel good inside..So let me reenact the scene in the room where blood was being donated..

So this is fast forwarded to the point where I had already filled in the form and had my blood pressure taken...this is where I get my blood tested...

Me: Tak sakit kan nak derma darah?

Nurse 1 (while swabbing my finger) : Tak sakit..sikit sahaja....*turns to her colleague and says* "eh panas lar sini..esok nak kasih install satu fan kat sini lar" *turns to me again* " Tadi jari apa yang saya sapu?"

Me: (inwardly thinking this is an ominous sign) " yang ini" *pointing to her my right hand's middle finger*

The nurse swiftly takes out the er..lancet? and jabs my finger with it...squeezing the blood out and trying to get it into the dropper..at this point she says to me 

"aiyo..sikit sahaja lar dik..Saya jab you satu kali lagi boleh tak?"

Inwardly I was screaming "HELL NO!! I'm not letting you jab me!" outwardly I more or less gave this reaction

"TAK BOLEH~~~~~~ I tolong you..." Between me and her we managed to squeeze enough blood out for the test..to which I heave a huge sigh of relief..

Then comes the part in which I have to actually let my blood flow out into some bags..

The nurse comes in all cheery and stuff and tells you that it will not hurt...which is a lie..cause it did hurt..esp when she injected something into my arm to make something swell under my skin...and into that swollen part she jabs the metal tube connected to the bag so that the blood can be transfered out...It was sick making...I actually seriously felt really really sick while I was watching the whole process...and I could literally see the blood flowing down down down down into the bag...sick making...

And J was all " Oo..I love watching them jab stuff into veins..."

No comment to that statement...

Anyway..I donated like 300 ml of blood to UM...which left me feeling a little tired and extremely thirsty..don't know why....kept on drinking water during the last 2 periods..Also..I felt really disorientated while playing badminton today..it was as if my reflexes were on holiday mood or something...and the guys kept on pushing my out of the court saying that I've just donated blood so I should rest..hmpf..missed out on the fun~

Anyway..it was truly a new experience for me..and I think I will donate more blood in the future..

*pics will be up at a later date!* and here they are!!

Still cheery!

Still no worries! Can camwhore!

NOW I FEEL SICK!!!!

I nearly puked!! hahahhaha

So~~ my mom was mentioning to me at dinner time..how this young man died recently even though he had lead a healthy lifestyle throughout..Apparently the cause of his death was actually heart attack..but the ultimate cause of the heart attack was that he didn't get enough sleep?

While she was telling her story..she kept looking at me..

Lack of sleep causes HEART ATTACKS?? I heard of overworked organs..but HEART ATTACKS??!

I am so gonna sleep more...

Yawnz~

Jean~

噢卖尬~

Look at my spastic face man...I can't even see my eyes..Hahaha

Just a random picture to accompany my random post..to put my random thoughts into some random order so I can randomly look at it once again next time when I feel I need to do something random....

又是凌晨了啦..大家好....

我看我的生理时钟可以说是不用要了...不过就当作是我为了奠定以后读大学时需要熬夜的力量吧~

废话还真多....

其实也没什么啦..夜深了..没有人陪我哈啦..就上来这里..自己跟自己哈啦一下也好..我看我还是要交一些国外朋友陪我在夜深的时候ci seen..最好是那种时差多过十小时的...哈哈哈哈...

我看我真的是 ci seen了.....

可以睡觉的时间拿来浪费掉.....

好啦..其实是要偷偷用下华文..最近很多话突然觉得用华文发表很是有文化一下的....也因为我估计某某人是不会无聊到找个翻译员来把这篇废话翻译成他所要的语言...或许叫人读出来吧..但是我是觉得可能性极小...所以.....

言归正转....我是神经病了...为什么自己凌晨还是那么活跃???!! 

好啦..纯粹上来是要把自己白痴的一面展开给人家看而已...这篇blog打来也不懂干嘛啦...哦..我懂..终于有原因让这篇废话变得有点意思了....

以下都是我觉得另到我ci seen的几点要素.....

1)  答应帮助情敌得到她要的男生有多少个人?? 请举手一下???

2) 跟自己喜欢的男生说自己有了喜欢的男生有多少个人???? 请举脚一下??!

3) 妈的.....考试要到了...(倒数 31天)

4) 瘦身!!!瘦身!!!!瘦身!!!

5) 钱! 钱! 钱!

 就这样..我 ci seen...

谢谢大家的支持与鼓励...

好啦...我要去睡了..大家晚安~

Toodles 

Jean~

Hairline Cracks~

You know how sometimes..when things are finally beginning to look good..when things are already starting to fall into place..get it's natural flow..something always ALWAYS comes up to disrupt this peace??!!

What's happening way back over there?? Are new alliances being formed against our backs?

I feel like as the days progresses on..the distance between us are growing further apart it's not like I didn't expect this (so I am pessimist..shoot me) but I just thought that we will arise above my expectations or something..or that we are stronger to overcome this...

At least that's what I thought...

If what I just heard is true..this could seriously change the face of our friendship forever...this will seriously....and I mean seriously..do some damages..I just don't have the vocabulary to put my feelings and thoughts into words...all I can say is...WW3!!

CRAP lar!! Eh what's going on??!!!

Sincerely hope that it's nothing!!!

Jean~

Whoopdee doo~

⎝⏠⏝⏠⎠ LIFE is a series of ironies waiting to happen....

Ok...let's start of with something that I had suspected all along..and today I've just got my confirmation....As someone who has been through all these kind of stuff..I really really feel for her..I know what's it like to like someone so badly that no one could ever do for you...this is the part which I know and understand..having been through it before..and I really am surprised that she confided in me..and I really hope that it will work out for her...and I will do everything in my power to try to help her get him...I'll really really try to create that opportunity but the rest is all up to the guy..so fingers *and toes* crossed! 

Since she likes him..I guess it's my turn to move out of the picture...I don't really know if this is a blessing or a curse to me..but frankly speaking I am kind of really rational when it comes to dealing with problems related to the heart...(ok..my own heart then)...I think it's because I've grown used to the fact that these things they come and go..and you'll ultimately in one point or the other be disappointed and disillusioned even by the person you thought that will be THE SPECIAL ONE..so I've already build myself up to expect the worst but hope for the best I guess...so in this case I've already told myself from the start that the chances are slim and with this recent development I can safely walk away unscathed....

Which brings me to the irony of life....What if this time..I can't walk away without feeling angst emo and all these bullshit feelings??! What if this time I don't wanna be the magnanimous one? What if this time I also like him so much that no one else can do if not him??!! What if this time I wanna be the one that's gonna stand a chance to be with him?! What if this time I wanna go 'who fucking cares about your feelings I want him to'??!! What if??!!!

BUT! Since I know how she feels..so all these 'what ifs' are just redundant...and all my inner turmoil are just crap because I've already made up my mind..and there is no point in dithering over a decision that I've made anymore..I am just whining and moaning over here cause I don't wanna seem petulant and childish in real life! Growing up and trying to learn to be mature and 'dai fong' really is a PIDA~

*You're just so selfish Jean..Yes you are~*  (p/s this is a real song..haha)

Anyway..all the best to you! Hope that you'll get him in the end..=)

Signing out...

Jean~

 

Comatose...too tired to come up with a witty title~

Dunno why...I am so freaking tired today!

It's not the run of the mill tired for me..it's more like..I wanna drop down and go to sleep kind of tired...

That's why today I went through the beginning of chem in a slightly zombie like state~I can't believe that I can miss those plastic cups sitting oh so innocently in the basket at the bottom of the tray..seriously man..what's wrong with me..It's a miracle the chem lab didn't explode....

Anyway....SEM EXAMS ARE COMING!!!! AH~~~!!!!!!

I can't take this anymore!!!!!! ><

Going crazy~

Jean~

Ok..footnotes~~

Just watched My Sister's Keeper today...and the duration of the movie was 109 minutes..and I cried for the whole 109 minutes..it's just soo touching..though the book was different though..admittedly the movie version was better..haha..I'm a sucker for happy endings..in this case..nearly happy endings...

=)

Face Shot

Today...for don't know what insane reason...we walked over to SS14's Wong Soon Kei to have lunch...noticed the words WALKED and WONG SOON KEI

Once lunch was over...and everyone was sweating like a pig...we all decided to go back class to reap the benefits of civilization and ended up hanging in the library as our class was being occupied.. in there somehow BM and JY and CCA managed to sneak ice cream into the library..so we were stoning and chatting and I was trying to get JY to go buy me starbucks..when suddenly something tickled BM's funny bone and she spurted ICE CREAM!! all over MEEEEE!!!

That was THE MOST epic face shot I ever got..it was on my chin..my arm...files etc~....my hair smelled like vanilla ice cream throughout math class...hilarious man!

Ok aside from that..hmm..wonder how am I gonna put this train of thoughts into words now?

I guess in the wise words of chinese I have to be a little bit more big square right? Sometimes cannot tolerate the fact that people are better than me......sigh..oh well..all's fair in love and war! 

*'Till all my sleeves are stained red....from all the truth that I said~*

Toodles~

Jean~

Bursting with laughter~

So recently or more like...yesterday and today...my friends have been continuously posting things for me to see...like 'sat in the city' and something called '娛百...' ( I don't really know...but apparently it airs on AEC) and boy are those videos funny...I think I nearly burst my stomach from laughing soo much...esp the video posted by CCA~ 一起samba舞..不要孤独~~darn funny just too darn funny..not forgetting the MINGJAI14's video on self obsessed people..these are the videos that I've been addicted to these few days...

So Saturday..was a really weird day for me...1st my mom called me during break to ask if I had already sold the musical theater ticket which I did..she told me that if I didn't I can go for the musical theater performance....then to top it off she said since I've already sold the ticket..why  don't I go to the class party? which was the 2nd weird thing that happen...I mean the day before the were vehemently denying me the chance to go for the party then suddenly they were all sunshine and roses and so accommodating...did their souls get taken over by aliens or something?

Anyway..who am I to turn down a party esp when that day I so damn kesian..everything canceled on my in one go..so I just accepted their offer and went to the class party...it was really really really fun!!! I got addicted to heart attack!! Thx to Mmin Lee who taught me that game..can't wait to challenge them again when we meet up..but warning: hands can get really sore and painful!

S3ST!!

Xen & Me

Me & Liang

Ning & John & Liang & Me & Xen~

Nice party nice people..can't wait to meet up with them again..anyway..wishing you guys all the best in ALL the exams that's coming up!! gambateh!!!

So doggone hot right now...sis and I went crazy and decided to walk out of the house to the nearest 7-11 to get something cold to eat..and boy was it hot hot hot!! The kind of hot that Im mentioning right now is like.....er...31 celcius or something..I can drink Slurpee and not get a brain freeze! THAT'S HOW HOT IT WAS!! seriously I even have a sandal strap mark when I took of my slippers!! *looks at the mark as she is typing*

But it was so worth it! we never really do anything crazy so this is like the rare moments when we do something totally unexpected...haha

That's all that's happen I guess...

Off to kill myself by jumping into the Dead sea right now..cause Moral finals is coming out..

Toodles~

Jean~