What Did I Say?????

Looks like I'm back again!!

What did I say..I will surely be back with more random/interesting/Jean like moments from my life!!

The curtain people came over today..cause mom ordered this new curtain to cover up the family hall...(some people are building at the plot of land behind my house..so she wants to cover up our family hall) and it arrived today...so after they installed this is what it looks like....

Dark right?? It's actually some brown material underneath...the original curtain (some chiffon like material which is red) is now over the material..so it's like 2 curtains...swt...So right now I can safely say that our privacy is 100% guaranteed..even if the person behind suddenly ci seen and build 100 stories..no one can even remotely glimpse past these....Everytime I walk into the family hall automatically feel like sleeping!! Hahahaha!

After that they progress to my room to fix my blinds since the plastic hook broke..so after all that fiasco they left..and my hands were itchy so I moved the furniture in my room about...now it looks different...*takes a deeeeep breath*  I LURVE CHANGE! =)

This is the corner where my day bed used to be..I love the view and I just random shot here!

Of course I won't post pictures of my room here lar..but here's me sitting on the sheepskin rug..=)

And guessed who came out of the wash??

My lovely lovely bear..all white and hiong pan pan...=)

After taking it to college..it became dirtier..now it's all snowy white again

So that's what I've been doing...oh yeah..there's also this book I've been reading..I borrowed it from my classmate..it's by Cecelia Ahern who wrote PS I Love You..for those of you who don't know about it please go get a copy and sniff your way through reading about Holly's lovely husband...Anyway..the book is called If You Could See Me Now...and in it I think I've read THE most romantic line of 2010..I couldn't stop this silly grin from appearing when I read it..I'll share it here...(ATTN AGAIN READERS! THIS BLOG DOES NOT SUPPORT PLAGIARISM..THE OWNER OF THE BLOG AKA JEAN IS MERELY POSTING RANDOM EXTRACTS TO SHOW YOU HOW OBSESSED (and random) SHE IS...AND THE OWNER IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY ACTIONS INDIVIDUALS MAY PARTAKE AFTER READING SAID BLOG!!!)

Phew..disclaimers are just an everyday necessity...

Ok onward with it!

From Ivan (the main character): I felt myself give her a little piece of my heart...(THE MOST ROMANTIC LINE OF 2010 goes to *drum roll* IVAN from If You Could See Me Now)

From Ivan: For once I didn't feel that I was living in a different world from everyone else,but that, in fact there was a person, a person I liked and respected, who had a piece of my heart, who felt the same way...

From Ivan (again) :That was all part of giving someone a piece of your heart; they ended up taking a whole chunk of your mind and reserving it all for themselves...

The next one is a funny line..

From Elizabeth (Main Character) and Mrs. Bracken (supporting character) 

Elizabeth: "Jesus!" Mrs. Bracken: "Is the son of God, who sacrificed his life and died on the cross to spread the Lord's word and to give you a better life, so don't take his name in vain."

I haven't finished it yet..if I stumble across more sayings from Ivan I will surely gush over it and share my disgustingness with ALLLLLL of you!! Hahahahahaha!

Aite that's all my randomness (for now) 

Can't really remember much cause METALLICA is blasting out of Dad's speakers (no wonder I've changed into all black again to go out) and 只想一生跟你走- 張學友 is blasting out of my com's speakers...@@ They don't match..hahaha!

P/S I am not showering during daytime for the rest of my life! (or at least until the back neighbour's are done building) cause just now I looked out of my toilet window..I could see the structure of the house..and IF I can see them...according to physics..this means THEY CAN SEE ME TOO!!! OMG!!!!

Will only shower during night now

Jean~

Blogging again~~

Haha another random picture from Facebook that my DAHLING CCA uploaded...It's me in a purple shirt carrying a purple bag and reading a purple book...=)

But I can see that my face so bloody wide...(wide=FAT!)

Radii: >14cm..@@!!!

Anyway..for once I woke up early during a weekend (about 7 am) cause there was this big commotion in the house that woke me up..my sister was late for school I think cause her usual carpool partner was late and stuff..so my parents had to get up to fetch..all the door banging and feet thumping woke me up...cause as usual I rolled down to the floor again...(solid transfer sound waves faster mar..and why the heck so many 'cause'??!)

WHICH brings me to the next thing I wanted to talk about...(haha..I must have rolled off because of this stupid dream)

OH MY GOD!!! I need a dream analyser..for how on earth could I have dreamt about HIM??!  I dreamt about ___( can't even type his intials) and it was freaky!! He was playing the cello as usual..and it was my favourite song which I can never remember the tune but when people play it I surely can tell that is the song I love...(does that even make sense) and we were in the band room as usual..except this time I was my present self and he was the person in the past..like back when he was in secondary school...and the band room was surprisingly the new one we have now..

Okay..a few details to clear up...I dreamt about the past I think..but many details are in the present..such as myself and the band room..and the conversation we had in the dream was one we had in the past...so that's how it's weird!!

Dream scene~(freakishly similiar to a scene from real life)

Him: something something something...我真的很爱他...(that time he was talking about his gf I think)

Me: 我觉得..我们这种年纪...我们不明白什么是爱...

Him: 感决.....就是你明白吗..有这一种感觉....很想保护她的感觉...

Me: 我还是觉得..那不是爱...我们真的无法了解..什么是爱..我们只是误当一些对我们很好的人..为男或女朋友..在一起没多久..就分手..那还是爱吗..

Him: 其实我觉得...你跟你身边一些朋友不一样...有点太成熟

This is an actual real life convo which turned into a dream convo....It scared me so much that I could actually wake up..I also don't know why in HELL would I dream about him as I hate him sooo much! Is this the sign of mental stress?? Brain delving into pass memories when times are happier to ease my mental strain??? Or could it be related to some real life thing...

Look at me so damn obsessed about a dream....huge signs of breakdowns...actually I am only obsessed cause it's a dream about him..If not I wouldn't have even bothered.....wonder how IS he doing anyways...

So during breakfast with my parents ( more like my 2nd breakfast..I joined them at the table cause I was alone) my mom kept asking me what should we eat for lunch later repeatedly since no one could think of anything..so after quite sometime later..I suggested sushi...and the funny part is..five minutes later..my mom asks "So what shall we eat for lunch later???" Cracks me up everytime..!!! 

Anyway..it's so early..and the weather is sooo nice over here...nothing much happened (yet) I will sign in later with more interesting or random or emo or weird or just Jean like happenings from my life later...

AHAHAHA! can't solve!!! (Edited so you all can see it)

*We've still got time~~~~* Nice song.......

Coo-ee

Jean!!

P/S My wonderful sister just told me that it's this song..prelude from Bach´s Cello Suite No. 1...=)

Nyekkie!!!!

I am proud to announce that I have passed my undang and am one step closer to obtain my driving license! I decided to take my driving exams because mom was getting really tired from ferrying me around..so to let my poor mom rest and I shall drive..(but I think they would prefer me not driving)..Anyway..my preparation for undang was..to do the 500 questions the night before and revised those I got wrong the next day..looks like it works...hahahaha

The personnel at the centre was kinda amusing..I was the only one at the centre and I probably have this "I don't know what the hell to do" look on my face..and the personnel must be weirded out by me..=) but they took a look at the Digimon thingy I use as a keychain now and that started everyone talking about their childhood times playing the Digimon device...so that really lightened up the atmosphere...plus the guy who registered me was all jokey and stuff...BUT! The pictures of me look like SHIT!

So prior to that..today I went to Madam Joyce Eatery to have my lunch..so as I was trying to eat my asam laksa in peace..this 2 guys from some home for the disabled approached me and asked me to sponsor a can of special milk formulae for the home as most of the inhabitants there drink this milk as their staple diet..I guessed the owner must have sense my distress cause she warned those 2 volunteers not to disturb any more of her customers...Thank you for that...In the end however..I just took down the address of the home and didn't donate anything..I mean it's not like I'm being selfish..but it's just that I really don't know how much of my money is going to the home...how sure am I that they don't pocket the money themselves? So as usual..I'm taking the advice of my old bean "Go there personally to help if you really feel the need to" 

I know there's something funny that happened in physics today..but I just can't recall..I need to bring a voice recorder to class

Righto..that's all for today..no sense in forcing something that just won't come..hahahaha

leaving you guys with this quote from MR B!!!! "Oh god I'm so emofied!"

Oh god IM so emofied....

JEAN!

The Old Man is Snoring~

It's raining It's pouring The old man is snoring~~

As you all know it started pouring BUCKETS after class let out...while it was still drizzling and windy and stuff..S and I rushed to get the bio notes photostat-ed..there was this big holdup on the road right in front of college...I wasn't sure why the bus driver and some motorist were arguing (my guess was that the bus must have hit his car...oh well )..and this hold up nearly resulted in me being hit by a motorcyclist...that idiot really....I was crossing the road in this big hurry and he still didn't give way when exiting from AC's car park and nearly crashed into me....=.=

Anyway..just as I stepped into the row of shops opposite AC the sky really let it rip and it rained so heavily!! I was trapped there waiting for the rain to subside...when I couldn't wait any longer I had no choice but to dash across the road in the rain to AC..and that's not all...while I was in AC..I think someone up there must be angry at me for koping the Bento yesterday or something and commanded the rain to get heavier complete with a mini flood at the entrance of AC's carpark...so while I was standing in the Digi centre dithering..who should I see coming to my rescue but WW!! I was sooo touched that she actually got an umbrella and ferried me back to college...*sniff sniff* 

A big big THANK YOU to WW!! Lurve ya! =) 

Also..there's something to learn from this experience..life lessons will always keep coming at ya!

Life Lesson # 5698723 

ALWAYS! put on good underwear(I mean bras here) before leaving the house...Thank goodness today I didn't choose to wear something like PINK..or GREEN...BLUE...or...even worse...some OLD underwear.......imagine if I wore that and with my drenched WHITE shirt....the embarrassment I'd have to go through.....><

So ladies! Always remember to wear good bra!!! Even when you're rushing and the only one you see in your drawer is some gray and granny bra never be tempted to put that on..those are reserved for home use only! Do make it a point to go get a good one from the laundry area..you'll never know when you might be in this situation...=)

Coupled by the fact I was tired and I am having this untimely problem...and I was drenched and cold...when I got home I was not amused at all...so I comforted myself by microwaving water (again)* to make myself a nice hot cup of coffee and treated myself to a currypuff...

So fattening...so comforting..so GUILTY!

Oh well....I seek comfort in food.....Isn't that what we all do?

* The joke behind this is during one physics lesson the lecturer was mentioning something about how microwaves bombard the molecules with pure energy or something like that...then Z commented that my habit of microwaving water to get hot water is probably why I'm so damn hyper all the time..it's because I'm drinking pure energy..=)*

*You'll cry forever and all you want to know is how you ever got here.....Why ain’t he loving you*

More funny moments in Physics class again!! Today we were doing stuff about Ohm's law...and Ohmic conductors...so my lecturer was talking about the life of Mr.Ohm and how he was a lab assistant back in the 1800s when suddenly S interrupted to ask "Is this in our syllabus?' To which he deadpanned back.."you know guys..this might come out in your MCQ you know...who was Mr. Ohm? Was he A..a footballer B..An Astronaut..." 

Gosh Mr S just keeps getting funnier and funnier!!! Physics class is always not too dull when you have his wisecracks to keep you awake...=)!

Last bit...tomorrow I'm finally off to take my undang test near TBS or as CPU block as it is more commonly known as now...and by God! I'm trying to finish those 500 freaking questions tonight..just had a quick view and I realised how bad my Malay has become..I had to constantly chant this in my head "Kiri is left Kanan is right..Kiri is left Kanan is right"...If I didn't berkawad kaki last time..I think I'd be even MORE messed up now in this kiri and kanan thingy...and berseling seri..omg....what's that?? Can I get any more UNPATRIOTIC?????

Tired + Moody cause there just ain't no sunshine....when she's gone..and she's always gone too long..*warbles*

Jean~~~~

FOOTNOTES (1)

When there's nothing to say...you let the deafening silence echo over the phone....Yesterday I had this long talk with FG..she's facing some big problem right before her semester exams..and I feel that I really can't do anything to help her..and I feel so bad..it would have helped if I had known both sides of the story but this time I really am at loss as to what to do..the feeling of helplessness while your friend breaks down and all you can do is just listen....Why am I such a lousy friend sometimes...=( I hope that she can pull through this difficult phase in her life..sigh...Sometimes life just hits you at the worst moment possible......

FOOTNOTES (2)

My sister is the cutest person in the entire world..hahahaha..I was really having a not so good day..and she totally cheered me up with a RM4 sweet...she got me those Kinder Bueno Joy thingies..whereby you eat the chocolate and get a free toy inside..childish I know..but she said yesterday she was eating it and felt bad that she didn't get one for me and I didn't have..so today she purposely went out to get me one...Awwww...LURVE my sis!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for cheering me up!!!

Lolz..with surprise...

There's a toy inside!

Assembled finished! 

Thanks J!! =)

Last FOOTNOTE!!

My mom JUST said to me..'Tomorrow morning you go drink the chicken essence arh..."

LOLZ!! undang test got chicken essence..Sem exams got what?  bird's nest??? AS got what? A2?? hahahha

Awww~

Today we celebrated WZ's birthday in the Street Cafe opposite college...

Street Cafe is a place where they serve Korean food...the ambiance is actually pretty nice and if you actually know those K-Pop songs blasting out from the speakers you will have a nice time there..The food is pretty average..and it's surprisingly NOT too salty...Since I had a pretty basic Bento lunch...I can't really give a overall review..but my lunch was not bad...om nom nom

Speaking of bentos~~~

Just washed it~ =)

Jean's randomness STRIKES again!! This time is the kleptomaniac side of me!!! I actually snuck the Bento box out of the restaurant and brought it home as keepsakes! (ATTENTION everyone...this blog is not promoting theft in any way..it's merely to show how random+lame+weird some people can be..The owner of this blog AKA JEAN is not responsible for any actions that any individual might partake in after reading this blog post..Furthermore this blog post is merely for recreational purposes only and is not for educational purposes!!!!! So for god's sakes don't try anything I did!!!)

Disclaimer all done and all...Anyway..yeah I was pretty thrilled with the Bento box so I took it home..it's now resting on the counter and ready to be transfered into my glass case..haha...but I'm still waiting to trump my bro who snuck a TGIF glass out of the restaurant! You just wait for me..I'll do it one day too =)!

So today's birthday celebration was the sweetest celebration I'd ever saw...my classmates are such a CC!! (Cute Couple) The guy actually went to RT Pastry to order the girl's favourite cake (Tiramisu) then went to the florist to get her 12 roses! (For those of you who might not speak 'flower language'..a dozen roses means thinking of you every month....=) awww..)That's not all..he even gathered the whole class at Street Cafe and let the girl go on 1st...she by the way was actually feeling kinda down since he was not there to celebrate with her...this guy friend of mine was actually at the bottom level of the shop lighting the candles on the cake..and while we were all gathered there..he got the personnel to dim the lights and he walked up the stairs holding the flowers and cake while singing 'Happy Birthday' to the girl!!!!!!!

Can you just go 'awww'????with this BIG SILLY GRIN on your face??? Which girl's heart wouldn't melt for such a sweet guy?? Seriously what a romantic boyfriend...so envious for WZ and at the same time happy that she found someone so nice..it's times like these when you suddenly realise..being single is kinda pathetic..LMAO!

As usual..the pictures will be up at a later date...and I even have permission from the both of them to put in it my blog..=)!!

Other than that..I've finally made a phone call to my instructor and it looks like this Friday I'll be taking my undang test at Subang Square..knowing how 'powderful' my Malay is..I sincerely hope I don't gagal...*fingers and toes crossed*!!!

With a big silly grin~

Jean

Footnotes

Finally I remembered one really important thing about yesterday which I didn't post up on my blog...

This is truly a sign of progress...during physics class we were talking about EM waves and so happened there was the discussion on Infrared waves...so our lecturer brought a simple remote and asked us if we wanted to see Infrared waves..so naturally we agreed..here's the scene

Mr S : So everyone please take out your handphones

*extensive rummaging as everyone took out their handphones*

Mr S : And turn on the camera

*LMAO! Nearly everyone in the class turn on the cameras in their phones..* 

This is truly the sign of progress...=)

and of course..no blog post is truly complete without the wise words of my sis and her funny stories..apparently she 'tembaked' 20 ++ MCQ on chinese sentence structure..and still managed to pass the class test...gotta love my sis!

=)

Today started off quite right for me..=)

For those of you who are familiar with Kesas highway..you would probably be able to get this better...When you're traveling on Kesas you will be able to see three lanes whereby next to the fast lane there's a divider..this morning..we encountered one car who was already on the outermost lane (fast lane) and to his right is a divider...and he was STILL signaling right...and it's not like after awhile he realised and switched signals..the signal light went on blinking and blinking for few hundred metres nia...damn chun this guy..

Convo in car...

Mum : I don't understand this guy lar! To the right is the divider already..where does he want to turn?

Me: Maybe later he signal right but turn left.

TRUE ENOUGH! not more that a minute after those fateful words left my mouth..the guy turned left into the middle lane... Malaysian drivers are just so amusing....makes you wonder sometimes...

Anyway..today was the presentation date of our sketch on infectious diseases for Bio...I think this must be the reason why the class was in this state of highness the whole day...=) 1st time I'd ever seen PM1 so talkative =) There are actually tons of photos and videos currently being posted on FB now..hahaha!!! There you can see the funny and original ideas some groups have....College..*silly grin*

*Im only gonna break break your break break your heart* Swt..dunno why this song is even stuck in my head!! But at least Ludachirs is normal in this song..unlike in baby...swt...when I was 13 I had my 1st kiss..too  gay Luda..too gay

Meep meep meep! Anyway...meep meep meep...gosh I think I have STML..throughout the day I was listing out things I wanted to write here..but in the end I forgot again..swt...maybe later there will be plenty of 'Footnotes' again...

So...Spent this enjoyable half and hour after class chatting with classmates...we were all stuck in class waiting for the rain to stop and just formed a corridor gang out there to talk..and boy was it enjoyable..=) Fun times fun times..in the midst of the preparation for battle...aduih~~~

OH YEAH! REMEMBERED! While we were chillaxing at the corridor outside our class...students from Inti decided to diss us...totally random but kinda amusing...haha..it was raining and the guy stuck a sign written in green highlighter..genius man...GREEN HIGHLIGHTER..and expected us to be able to read what's written on it through the wind and rain...cue the applause people~

I guess that's all I can scrape up from the dregs of my dead memory...oh well....Leaving you guys with the quote from the awesome Q MAR!!!

Q-Mar: Everytime the fireworks go I cry..not because I'm patriotic but because that's my income tax...!!!

Big smiles

Jean~

P/S Beh Tahan weh!! why I sound so Malaysian in this post????!

FOOTNOTES~~

My friend has this album on FB entitled Jean's randomness..haha..and here are some pictures from today..I'm posting it here now..

Guess who went to college with me today??

MEEP MEEP MEEP!!

It was wearing a stethoscope

Cute anot?? hahahah

Don't ask about the hair...swt..it decided to rebel today

In Malaysian Studies!! Babymonkey decided to bring it there

and I acted like I am 'zi bi er' (someone with autism) XD

Physics class randomness!!!

hahaha!

Modeling career : FAIL!

hahahaha!

Jean's randomness..now that's one photo album that can be filled up pretty quickly~

FOOTNOTES (2)

I remembered!! what I wanted to say!! Finally!!

I found a number frm Maxis which is nearly identical to my number except for the last part where it ends with 928...how amazing!!! hahahahahahah.. that's all...=)

Now can study in peace dah...=)

p/s This blog thingy really irritating..after I've changed template/layout whatever you call 'ems..I can't seem to put my heading back on....Really irritating...

Damn HTML S! 

This feeling of 'shit'ness

There are certain days in life....more like in all 365/6 days of the year....there will be this particular day where you just want to go screaming :

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!

FML FML FML FML FML~

It's just one of those days..one of those phases....

and it's happening to me right now!!!

I'm already tired like shit...and I've been trying to take a nap for god knows how long...I'd only got back from college at 6pm today..after msn-ing for awhile with my classmates..I dragged myself upstairs and plonked myself unto the bed for not more than 15 mins when I was called to dinner...so no choice (must be a good daughter)..I wake up..go eat..dilly dally dilly dally for awhile wait for food to assimilate and digest and do whatever those food do in the stomach...then I decided to take a nap again....so repeat same sequence...drops into bed...snooze for not more than 10 mins!! then the BLOODY phone starts ringing..and everyone refuses to pick up the bloody phone..just let it ring and ring and ring..so I get up answer the phone..and the person at the other end hangs up...that person is lucky I have no caller ID..if not I will personally drive the car out to where ever they stay and burn their phone line!

WTF?????!!!!

SERIOUSLY MAN! WTF!!!

Provoking me right now is as wise as trying to jump off Niagara Falls in the middle of winter wearing nothing but your birthday suit and with no safety harness...

In other words..A STUPID AND BAD IDEA...

God help me if someone pisses me off right now..I'm so gonna blow my top....

I know right now I sound whiny and shit..but I am really really really really really just too tired emotionally and physically to care about anything right now...especially when my nerves are being tested to their very limit every single day...

It's just NOT MY DAY today!!!!!!!!

ARGH!

It's times like this when you need a rock to lean on....

Tired and frustrated...

Jean