Encore.

Anyway today is the 2nd time I'm taking my driving test. Anyone that knows me would have already known the reason for me retaking, which was failing the 3 point turn. During the retake however, I failed THE FIRST PART of the Bahagian 2 which is the slope/bukit yada yada. What pains me most is...THE AMOUNT OF MONEY that I 'threw into the sea' as my friend eloquently puts it. Of course the failure stings also, but the money hurts more, and I have calculated that my license is going to cost me nearly RM 1500 which in case you all don't get it...IS A LOT OF MONEY!!For something made out of laminated paper it's God darn expensive. This license had better be worth it!!!! Better still it should come GOLD PLATED or something judging by the fact my paperwork and fees can already pay someone's salary.

You know one thing I don't get about Malaysian's testing system is that they don't let you retake on that day itself. Wouldn't it be better for everyone if they allow you to retake it immediately? No instead, you have to wait one whole week (2 whole weeks depending on your institution) to retake and thus wasting a lot of time and money and resources which are of course funded by the poor taxpayers, absolutely ZERO efficiency. Then again, they have to generate revenue somehow....*shifty eyes*.

So once again, it's back to square one.  Please let me pass the next time!

Since words are not enough, so to whoever that understands this bottom part, this song is for you. X)

Cue the music
Curtains fall
The lights all fade to gray
Don't think there'll be an encore
For our secret passion play

It's time to play the final card
In a game I now despise
To me it seems so obvious
To you it's such a big surprise

It's already over
If I stay here I'd only make you cry
It's already over
We can't move forward
So let's move on
Bye Bye

They say parting is such sweet sorrow
But I'm still looking for the sweet
I feel just like a baby now
These tears don't miss a beat

And I'd rather be anyone but here
And any place else but me

I'll just climb inside
My head a while
My demons have a date with me

It's already over
If I stay here I'd only make you cry
It's already over
We can´t go forward
So let's move on
Bye Bye

So go ahead
And hate me now
For breaking up on the phone
But I know that I'd crack if I saw your face
I deserve to be alone

And I hate that I still love you girl
And I only wish you well
But I'll never be man enough for you
You're a psycho bitch from hell

It's already over
If I stay here I'd only make you cry
It's already over
We cant move forward
So let's move on
Bye Bye

So long
Farewell

Orson-Already Gone.

Somehow or rather the lyrics are freakishly accurate. Oh well, things will always seem better tomorrow. So chin up!!! and face each day with a smile ok?

Lot's of LURVE and HUGS AND KISSES!!!

[Jean]