Hands shaking as the paper gets flipped back and forth back and forth
Hands shaking as the diagrams are analyzed repeatedly hoping to find some missing information..
Hoping that suddenly a miracle might occur and the answers might come through a sudden flash..
Through a train of wayward thought...
but it doesn't...
Hands shaking as the table gets scribbled with the jumbled workings from half remembered exercises done before entering the exam hall...
Hands shaking as time...runs out...in minutes and in seconds...
Then...
Inevitable doom....
Life as you can say is full of 'firsts' and this is the very first time that I've experience panic attacks while doing an examination paper...and it's also probably the first time that I feel so down after completing a paper too...
So I guess this is what the edge looks like..full of black and despair...
And it's only Day 1
Talk to you later my blog...feeling too emo now..
Jean~
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