夜深...

心情非常糟糕的时候..才发现...联络簿里有那么多个名字....没有一个是能够谈的....

死蠢两个字...会写不?

自己投入那么多感情下去..最后还是......没得到...所以啊...伤了一次又一次..都没有变聪明..是不是..死蠢?

到最后.....还是一句话.....先着重在于学业..感情的东西..跟我..不怎么配...

*Watching and waiting ~A room without a view* 

This could be the blog post to end all blog post in terms of lateness....3.48 am...no comments..

Anyway..just a quick note to show my insaneness..then I'm heading off to this marvelous place called dreamland!! (actually dreaming is not good..shows that you're not resting well enough..and your brain is still in this high level of activity ...best sleep are those that you don't dream..also best sleep can be measured in terms like this..you've slept for a minute but it feels like an hour) 

OK! random fact over!

What's going on in my life now in this short space of a few hours since I've last blog??

Talked to FG!! Finally! after soo many months..feels like I'm regaining back all my positive energy...haha..my charger!!

I'm ready to face the world again!!

And this time..I'm gonna take life by its horns and show it who's boss!! Who ya daddy eh??! ( Gotta love the Godfather)

Farewell dahling online diary...I'm bushed! I'll update you later in the 'normal hours of the day'

Feeling sleepy..(3.53 am)

Jean~